There have been two times over the years where i endeavoured to make this a habit and goal so as to receive my reward. The first was this time (17/06/2011) the second was during a reflection on my 30s and what I want to accomplish in the next ten years here (01/07/2014)
In an effort to clean things up I am going to put dreams in sections
13/07/2015
I am in a season of
tenderness, cultivating intimacy with God which is precious to his heart,
because it is by his heart that He is known.
Prayerfully considering:
Work with interserve
Seeking to invest into
people that I could lean with
Investing into those
that I know, not to look outside for those. In keeping with:
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submission
to authority
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wisdom
from others
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endeavouring
to produce a ministry that is raised up by the people (this is not in conflict
with my desire to pay my way for IT work)
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keeping in
touch with people that have served to stem my stubborn pride in wilfully rejecting
counsel, and being disasterdly alone and being unwell in my thoughts regarding “getting
out of this” and “disqualifying myself before God for the uniqueness of my life
– getting in touch with my emotions”
In light of this, I
want to find out what God says about me, and be confident in that.
In response to this, i sensed the spirit saying
"I am laying before you an open door, that cannot be shut"
In response to this, i sensed the spirit saying
"I am laying before you an open door, that cannot be shut"
Immediate Goals
I'm looking for a website that allows you to give away creative works (books, music, videos, etc) but also allows the people to support by giving a donation if they want to.
Get My piano in a place that we can worship and write songs to God.
Find a christian flat where each loves to worship
Update my Goals and Dreams Page
Lifelong discipleship in the advent of the Kingdom of God on earth.
Pray with clarity because of what is happening in the middle east.
Lifetime Pursuit
Recommit myself to the wedding vows that I have given to Jesus (Matt 19) Understand His heart as being the primary of my life. Make Him worth it all my days and endeavour to know His emotions. Mercy. Go through Polytech all for His glory. Learn to be compassionate through my experiences and keep a tender heart and sincere faith.
I am in a season of preparation towards His heart, and that is where my life flows out of. I mean, who can reliably live for God that does not even know Him? in this way, though I am content in my relationship with Him, I want more. This is the great undertaking with which He rules all areas of my life. To do His will, is to want to experience His return and His love.
Things of the Heart
My future is uncertain, and I do not know the place that I will be in presently, but I am in a better place with God now than I have ever been, and all that is going to come. He is totally worth it.
I want to create a home where unloved kids could learn how to love
Be child-like and enjoyable. Without joy my life is meaningless. I want to be simple and enjoy the things that I’ve never done before. Like going down Ashley Gorge, or knowing the places in the South Island. Mature friendships.
Service
I want to be anointed for service (1 Sam 16:13)
I want to pour out my life at His feet (John 12:3)
I want to minister before my God and before my Love day and night (Rev 7:15)
I want to have a ministry flourishing (Song 7:11-13)
My ministry is all tied up in seeing others with eyes of prayer and sowing into them
The City of God
I want a city made of glory (Rev 21:11)
I want a city with twelve foundations (Rev 21:12)
I want a city with twelve gates with the names of the Apostles (Rev 21:14)
I want a city that has the lamb as its light (Rev 21:23)
I want a city that has all kinds of precious stones (Rev 21:19-22)
I want a city come down from Heaven, filled by God (Rev 21:9,10)
I want an eternal dwelling place (2 Cor 5:1,2)
I want the dwelling of God to be with men (Rev 21:3)
I want to have an inheritance in the City of God (Heb 11:10)
I want to be in the city of the Great King (Psalm 48:2; Matt 5:35)
I want to see Angels ascending and descending upon the Son of Man (John 1:51)
I want to see, walk and be in the streets of this city (Rev 21)
I want to taste of the tree of life (Rev 22:2)
I want to inspect all its boundaries (Psalm 48:13)
I want a house built by God (John 14:2; Heb 11:10)
I want a city with streams filled with wine
I want the city which is the jealousy of all the earth, shining with the glory of God (Psalm 48:2, 50:2, Rev 21:11)
Israel
To sell prayer shawls in New Zealand
Bring many sons and daughters home
Raise up a generation in the promises of God regarding Israel and the end of the age.
Biblical Study
Read 1 Samuel 16-30 know the Life of David. So that I can love Him more, and understand His emotions.
Read John and Revelation
Read Isaiah
Read Daniel
Read Matthew
Read 1 Chronicles and 2 Samuel
Language and Culture
Learn Hebrew to better understand the culture that I have inherited by their language and value.
Ask Steve to learn Hebrew so that I can take it up when He comes back. Understand Biblical Hebrew. I want to do this to get a better take on His words for me. They are authentically a culture in themselves. This is the burden for understanding Hebrew – is for the people group I’m adopting, and also so that this culture that is in it would be understood. It will also make learning languages easier.
Sharing the Love of Jesus
I want to give all that I have that many may be savedAround the World
Goto Israel by the Word of the LORD.
Goto Israel to beautify myself by being wedded to Jesus.
Goto America for Kent and Beccy's wedding by the word of the LORD
Leadership
Lead a Prayer for Israel
Raise up a company of 300 that also will live the lifestyle that I am so that we may be prepared for the return of Jesus. Christ
Raise up Prayer for Israel by the Spirit of the LORD
Start a House of Prayer in Christchurch because He’s worth it, and He will return because we want Him back. My dream is with the history that I have with God, and how He’s motivated me into the gospel by His preciousness and His love. Such a display I cannot think of anything better than to make a place for Him to dwell, both night and day.
Make a product for computers making communication and social interaction seemless between computer and person. Enable others to use their abilities to further own strengths (weaknesses if you want to call them that) for the purpose of instilling in a generation the values and culture of the Kingdom of Heaven. Internet will be vital in the coming together of this – a social undertaking. I speak to myself here when I say I could do things better. I’m putting all my energy and weakness into this. It comes from a heart wanting to vastly improve life on planet earth – “For the earth shall be filled with the glory of the Lord as the waters cover the sea”
Learn from the Life of David
Achieve the ministry that God breathed into me when I became a Christian. Watch out for imposters and those who are going to be slain with swords. Learn the dream that He gave me better. That I should walk the balance between Spiritual pride and anti-christ behavior and being humble and walking with God.
I will endeavour to put dates to these to give a reflection of when these things were put on my heart.
When the Heralds come that I may be as bold as a lion
"This is the one I love" I hear him say.
So, in light of this:
I cannot explain it,
or contain it,
I cannot keep silent,
I keep on bringing it,
never let this testimony fade from my lips,
God loves me! God chose me! God wants me! God desires me! God is after me! God will pursue me!
Truly it was said:
God went searching for a bride and he found me