Wednesday 1 August 2012

Brokenness and Leadership

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I came to the airport, because while worshipping this morning, I had been stopped! and fear fell on me, to listen! All of a sudden, this picture of Memorial Ave and Graham's Rd came into view. I knew it to be a bus route. "I will catch a bus to the airport" I said

I just want to let you know, the travels today, of my journey with Father and Son

I do know that they do not lead me amiss.

This just comes vividly clear as I think about it now

I came to the airport and thought about what I should do, and met my friend Steve, sitting just inside the doorway. I shared the story of receiving a picture, and coming here, believing it to be from Him

This is why, I can currently recall the events, without getting emotional

I was a little afraid as I sat down in the arrivals lounge, thinking about this one thing, being in Israel. God and I had a conversation together about what it would take to get on board an aeroplane, when I realized "If they have a ticket booked for me, it ought to be on the systems" so I decided to head on over to Emirates, where I handed my passport to them, made a search for today, and tomorrow, and found out that there was no booking for me on this passport.

It was a bit harder than the way that I put it, because I hadn't made a booking, I didn't have a travel agent, and I didn't have someone else, that booked the flight for me. I was going off God and His booking me on a flight

I went back to sit down in the arrival lounge, (a place I came back to alot) and thought about what had happened, and then made the connection between what God had showed me and my now present circumstance. I saw a courtroom scene, with Jesus as King, preciding over the plaintaints

declaring "No one who says this will not happen will stand" - that He was bringing justice to this purpose

God's word, his authority, and his ability will stand, everything he does, no one knows, who knows what He is about to do?

Here stood in parallel to this scene what I now had facing before me - simply to walk up to the counter, say

"I have a booking with God by prayer
I know about authority and that His booking would be on your system if He had made a booking
I know that he opens doors that no one can shut"

So I did not

I recognise that I'm not ready - in two ways, my love, and conviction of His authority.

God do what you are doing, I am walking with you